ive been dealing with something these past few months thats been very hard and i wouldnt wish it upon my worst enemy. a few months ago i accepted a ride home from someone at a party (yes very dumb) the buses here were on strike and my phone had died i figured i had no other option. half way through the ride he pulled over drug me out of the car and raped me. i fought and fought and fought finally a car was coming so he got in his car and took off. i lay there screaming on the sidewalk.. i was so freaked out and terrified i couldnt remember his name or anything all i knew was his car was white..than they told me a white care was wrecked a few blocks over. here the fucker chrashed into a bunch of cars trying to get away his wouldnt start so he took off on foot. later reporting it stolen like an idiot. so thankfully he was caught and locked up ..still is he dosnt have the money for bail.
i had court the first time yesterday and it was frightening seeing that man again. he stared at me the whole time as i sat up there next to the judge telling the story crying. i didnt look at him, i couldnt, only saw him out of the corner of my eye. it was terrible he has some backwards ass story made up . so the next court date is the 28th..i dont have to go to that one thankfully thats just when he pleads guilty/not guilty. than ill have to go back to court in about 4 months or so.
ive cooled it with online nakeddess just for now atleast until all this is over. i hope to be back and doing more soon : ]
so i just keep me in your thoughts ..or if you do prayers.
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